Monday, December 18, 2006

[[When love changes...]]

(for a friend)

When should u learn to let go?
Pag nasaktan ka na? When u feel like everything has changed between the two of you?

Would still stay in a relationship that only makes u suffer just because you are in-love?

What if you find out that ur "better half" doesnt love you anymore? Nanjan lang siya because kita niya na you cant let go... pano un? Anong gagawin mo? Pipilitin mo ba siyang manatili sa relasyon niyo? Eh pano ka? Lolokohin mo pa rin ba ang sarili mo at sasabihin... HINDI... MHAL PA NIYA KO! Malay mo ikaw lang pla ang naghahadlang sa inyong dalawa para makita yung talagang dapat sa inyo...

When you the tears stop fallin when ur heart has been broken? bukas ba? in a month? or in a year? tatagan lang ng loob yan!

Till when will you hold on to that feeling (whatever that feeling is)? Kahit na nagbago na ang lahat!

Praning ka lang ba? Nagbago nga ba siya or feeling mo lang? How will you know if you dont face that problem? How will you know kung ayaw niya namang magsalita?!

Lhat ng bagay ngbabago! Pero ang pag-ibig ba ng isang tao dpat ding magbago?

[[ Caloi shed the truth... ]]*|1:44 PM|

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Thursday, December 07, 2006

[[Coffee & Cigarettes]]

My friend introduced this song to me from ONE TREE HILL. Since I wasnt much of a One Tree Hill fan, it was my 1st time to really hear this song :) Its damn nice...


Coffee & Cigarettes - MICHELLE FEATHERSTONE

I gave up coffee and cigarettes
I hate to say it hasn't helped me yet
I thought my problems would just disappear
And all my pain would be in yesterday
I poured my booze all down the kitchen drain
And watch my bad habits get flushed away
I thought that would keep my head on straight
And all my pain would be in yesterday
But it's true I'm still blue
But I finally know what to do
I must quit, I must quit you

I thought that if I didn't go and play
The sadness would get bored and go away
I thought that if I didn't go astray
That all my pain would be in yesterday
But it's true I'm still blue
But I finally know what to do
I must quit, I must quit you

I sold my guitar and my piano
I thought that it was these that kept me low
I thought if only I could try and change
That all my pain would be in yesterday
But it's true I'm still blue
But I finally know what to do
I must quit, I must quit you
I must quit, I must quit you

[[ Caloi shed the truth... ]]*|3:56 PM|

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Wednesday, December 06, 2006

[[Angat ang ligaya ng Pasko?]]

A few years back parang feel na feel ko pag malapit na ang pasko. Nanjan ung excited kang mamili for your family and friends. You smile at the thought of al those Christmans parties u are invited to. You hear christmas carollers as early as October or November. Ang saya diba?

Pero ngayon ganun parin ba? In our village I havent heard even one christmas carol on the streets. I havent even gone shopping even if my siblings have slowly placed gifts under our tree already. I guess Im just not in a jolly mood.
Right now, christmas for me is such a sell-out. Sobrang commercialized that on TV ang daming pilit na shows to have a xmas special or trailers of tv shows or movies na pinipilit idugtong ang pasko. I myself am guilty for producing such nauseating plugs. But hey, its not like I want to do it. Its just that I HAVE to do it.

Pero putting that thought aside, di ko na nafi-feel ang pasko unlike before. Maybe its just me, but maybe its the world din. Its this place we live in that makes christmas a not so exciting holiday. Maybe its economics? maybe its the government? maybe its just personal issues? No matter what the reason is Christmas isnt as fun as before.

Pero I know its not too late to turn this feeling around. Hey, there are still a couple of weeks before xmas. Maybe by that time magiging angat na talaga ang ligaya ng pasko and it wont just be and over-sensationalized, too commercilized, materialistic Christmas.. Sna db?! :)

[[ Caloi shed the truth... ]]*|3:22 PM|

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