Wow! Its been such a long time since I last wrote here. I dont really know where my mind has flown the past few months. Maybe Im just not in the mood to write anymore or maybe Im just making up excuses to not write what I feel...
The past few months has been a rollercoaster ride for me. The Ups were great: Graduating, going to Bora with friends, having tons of drinking sessions with troops and loving somebody... But then again the Downs were...emotionally inexplainable: looking for a job, losing a friend, breaking up and being torn, working like crazy.
There has been a lot of things going on in my life that I tend to neglect the beautiful things around me. All I seem to be doing with my life right now is worry. I have been calculating every step Im doing in life. I have been weighing chances of having a better life until one day I decided to just chill.
I was at Glorietta a few days ago. I was with my neice. She wanted to play so I brought her to the playground. We were there for two hours, and while my neice was playing to her hearts content I suddenly was taken aback with the thoughts that came rushing in my head: Wouldnt it be nice to be young again?
I see all of these kids, running around, talking each other (they dont necessarily know each other), sweating without caring. They were plainly having fun and without a care in the world they feel that this is the best thing they could possibly do with their life.
I thought of a few years back when I was the type who would not care about how i looked, if i was sweaty already or not, the type who wouldnt care about what other people might say. I miss those days of not worrying about how much I am going to earn this payday, If what i earn compensates my lifestyle, If i can attend this gimmick...etc.
Wouldnt it be nice to a child again. the type who wouldnt care about politics and governance. The type who would cry at a simple pain and after a few minutes, would laugh when given a lollipop. A childs simple life makes everything simple. Their innocence gives them that happiness and that what i dream about: to not forget to be childlike; to have that innocence that would make me happy and contented with my life... but with all the troubles in this ever-so-cruel world being a child seems like a fairy tale
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