Lifes a bore at times. Sometimes there is the want to free myself from all the monotony life is giving. I question the very beauty of life at times, whether if life will always be this way or if it will change when the right spark of fate comes along.
Wouldnt it be exciting, out of the spur of the moment, to just ask some friends out and to bungee jump over a cliff or to high dive even if one of you doesnt know how to swim. Wouldnt it be swell to travel anytime you want to, or to go places where youve never been even if that place is the most unlikely place to go to. Wouldnt it be nice to be a person different from your self even for just a few minutes. I would love to have that kind of life.
Sometimes there is the need to chnage your life. If your life seems like a jeepney going on the same route every single day, why not try another route for a change.
When boredom hits me... it hits me real hard. Today, for example, I went home around 9 am from a sleepover at a friends house. I eat breakfast, watch tv, eat lunch, then watch tv, then eat dinner then watch tv then write this shit. This is how my day goes when its vacation time. Except of course when my friends ask me out or when I go galera or to bora or to whatever beach destination there is. But still even though during these times that I am out of the house, still what is happening or what will happen is predictable. You go out to the mall, maybe watch a movie, eat out or have a cup of coffee (coffee jelly! hehe), have a smoke and go home... or hang out at a friends house, maybe put on some chill music or jam with some musical instruments or drink alcohol, or watch a dvd, then go home... or if your on an outing then it would be... go on a swim, or maybe jetski or go on a banana boat, or go to a spa, drink, drug yourself out, shop then go home... All these things seem plotted already. Its already too typical if i may say so.
If i would not be doing any exciting things for a change, Id probably want to immerse myself on the harsh realities of life. It would be really life-changing to just mingle with beggars or to document how people in jail are treated or how student workers work their way to have a good education... you now stuffs like that.
Am i making sense here 'cause I probably am not... haha! I'm just too bored with what life has to offer to me so far. Everything seems like the same old shit every single day. I guess all of this will change once i am in the workplace. But then again that change will soon bore me as well once i get used to it.
Contentment... I guess that what i need right now. To be content with how my life is going. Well, actually i am content with what i have. Its not that i hate my life... its just that sometimes there is something you are looking for that just isnt there as of the moment. You need something out of the ordinary. Well i guess boredom just sunk in me these past few days, thats why i'm wrecking myself into doing this blog. Oh well. thats life, although its full of mysteries and shit, still, you may agree with me on this or not, Life is one hell of a bore at times... :)
Did i make sense?
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