Nais ko lang magkwento at the same time mag labas ng sama ng loob kaya sana... Pagbigyan nio ko.
Have you ever been in love? Or maybe you thought you were in love but as time goes by everything just doesnt seem right? Or maybe you loved so bad and you gave your all until one day the one you love leaves you in tears that even up to now you still think about it?! well, MOVE on diba?! Sana nga madaling gawin gaya kung gaano kadali sabihin. Pero hindi eh diba?! Minsan napapaisip ka tuloy kung tanga ka ba, mahina ang loob mo... sa sobrang pagiisip nagseself-pity ka na. Wow ang sakit. Bakit nga ba hindi ganoon kadali maghilom ang mga sugat. Malalim siguro. For me... Malalim talaga. Imagine loving someone with all your heart to the point of almost losing your mind. I've been there.. and after what had happened ngayon ko lang naisip na napakatanga ko. Di ko namn sinasabi na di rin ako minahal kasi alam ko na for.. what?....3 years minahal din ako. Siguro dumadating na lang ang punto sa buhay na talagang nagsasawa na ang isang tao o kaya nman sa tingin niya hindi na tama ang relationship, na something are not enough talaga. Its been three years narin and i still think about it from time to time. I'm sorry if i'm not going into details mejo confidential kasi. Matagal nang panahon ang lumipas at aaminin ko na may nararamdaman parin ako para sa taong yun. Katangahan ko nga kelan lang.. sinabi ko sa knya. That night, we talked about a lot of things. We talked about what had happened, what is happening, why we are the way we are (?), what couldve been, stuffs like that. I never imagined that loving someone so intensely can change someones life. Indeed, that particular past of mine change a lot of things in me interms of my social life, my academics, my health, even my family. Thats how powerful that relationship was. Nothing can be compared to it. Do i regret what happened? I honestly dont. I am even thankful for what happened. It made my relationship with others stronger and i've learned to leave some space for myself. Napakarami kong natutunan tungkol sa pagibig at sa buhay. Minsan ganoon lang tlga, kailangang madapa ka muna ng ilang beses bago ka mamulat sa realidad ng buhay.
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